I’m leaving for the south of France tomorrow morning. Will be back early September. Au revoir!
August 2010
The last hundred miles of the drive south was accompanied by a violent crushing of rain that soaked through the highway-carved landscape in moments. Leading up to it, the afternoon drive had been beneath skies dark as midnight. Ominous, for sure, and this was not lost on Will—each passing white line brought with it some sort of approaching dread. A lot of nervous drumming on the steering wheel, and a light sheen glistening on his forehead that was thick and sticky beyond the rising humidity as the miles ticked south.
But the storm—it was an exhale and as Will took the exit, his skin cooled and he turned up the radio and quit counting the miles. The weekend would be good. A new landscape in which to settle his still smoldering youth in that first post-collegiate summer, the romance and promise of his graduation cap still hanging cut out crisp in the midwest skies of his university. Yes, the ripeness of it all, though slightly soured by recent and awful heartache—a dousing in fresh experience would amplify the speed and noise and promise of the next chapter. Welcome to Asheville—the sign standing over a town spread out like a blank white page and he sped toward it while the rain kept coming. The sky was determined to wash away a mess before anyone saw.
Requiem For A Dream OST Lux Aeterna - Clint Mansell
“And God is filling me,
though there are times of doubt
as hollow as the Grand Canyon,
still God is filling me.
He is giving me the thoughts of dogs,
the spider in its intricate web,
the sun
in all its amazement,
and a slain ram
that is the glory,
the mystery of great cost,
and my heart,
which is very big,
I promise it is very large,
a monster of sorts,
takes it all in—
all in comes the fury of love.”
Because if I were able to live my life again, I would do things differently.
I would change my life.
I would kiss my piano teacher, even if he laughed at me.
I would jump with Mary on the bed, even if I made a fool out of myself.
I would send out ugly photographs, thousands of them.” —Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer (via melancholynotes)